The trips are growing like weeds!

Today we went to the doc and saw the three munchkins again. It's funny, you face so much rejection and hear so many no's during the infertility struggle that when things are actually going well- you wait for the other shoe to drop. So before each appointment I let negativity get the best of me. All for nothing!

I think each appointment makes me stronger and confirms that God has a plan for these three babes. Each day I am almost moved to tears by how our story is turning out. I mean, this could still be a daily struggle. We could still be chasing that, "let's do one more ivf and it will work." I am relieved to be off that train but my heart still aches for those still riding. It's a feeling that never leaves you. I guess when you fight for anything that long you are left with scars.

I can't wait to tell these kids one day how hard we fought and many tears were shed the day after Thanksgiving when we found out we were pregnant. How appropriate, Thanksgiving. It was my favorite holiday and over the last Four years-the hardest holiday. I guess I will have to claim it a fav again.

We originally transferred three eggs. The embryologist said the 3rd didn't look good and more than likely wouldn't stick-guess we had a fighter. That feels like yesterday, and as we pass the three month marker- it feels much safer to get down the road. Looking forward to finding out what the sexes are.

Our appointment was perfect today. I cant believe we can see so much already. Those heartbeats blow my mind. I still can't believe this is happening to us, that it was actually our turn. I am forever grateful to Dr.Selah and his team and of course God for holding their hands and giving them the knowledge.